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	Aug. 19th, 2005 @ 05:11 am

So an update on everything that's gone on.

I got a new puppy. His name is Shiloh. He's 7 months old. He's goofy but cute.

I quit BB. I'm currently in my second interview for another job *a better job* and I applied full time since i'm not going to school in the fall since i'm moving in Oct/Nov.

Preparations for moving have been going slow..but quite well.

John and I are getting tattoos together on Saturday. As in tomorrow!! I'm excited. It's his first one..and he's going to love it.

Things with us have been well.

I haven't been sleeping at all in like the past 5 days. I'm always up, playing my playstation or reading or watching tv or just dazing into space.

Well I guess that's all for now.

Current Mood:

content

some stuff..	Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 11:48 pm

nothing new i guess.

i'm going to the aquarium on friday. 2 days left!! i'm so excited.

i'm so tired and all my muscles hurt. it sucks : (

well..off to watch some tv.

i love you john!!!

Current Mood:

calm

	Apr. 12th, 2005 @ 01:56 am

Dear people..whoever reads this.

I am moving to PA with John. We're moving into a nice big house where all will be forgotten most probably.

Did i mention I can't wait until we move in????

Other entries

let's see..I hate not sleeping. heh. Second day in a row.

I've been with John just about a year and a half. Pretty crazy.

I have work in an hour..after work I get to be with him...**yay** he's sleeping right now. I'm annoyed at myself that I can't write. Incredibly annoyed.
Also annoyed on the fact there's never anything on when I want to want television. nothing on at this time of day. Paid programming...and i've seen the same vaccum one 3x and some magic blender on 2 different channels.

It's times like these that it's better left unsaid...
that is, if i had anything to say at all.
Mar. 26th, 2005 @ 06:35 am

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I am extremely happy to say that I have begun to write and draw again. It's wonderful and i'm already proud of my work. Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 03:20 pm (1 comment \| Leave a comment)

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Happy St. Patty's Day!!!! I'm next to my baby and he's sleeping. Things are well...that is all. Mar. 17th, 2005 @ 07:54 pm (Leave a comment)

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i'm sick. we believe i have the flu. i'd like to personally say: how much i hate this and wish to die. Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:17 pm (1 comment \| Leave a comment)

» taken from lindsay

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Samantha
2. Sami
3. Sama-Lama-Ding-Dong **thanks to John**

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. thoughtit1000x
2. br0kenxbeauty
3. kissthestars125

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes
2. legs
3. butt

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. boobs
2. lips
3. feet **i hate feet**

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Austrailian
2. Irish
3. Italian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. losing John
2. my mind
3. thinking

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. john
2. music
3. work **school or work**

THREE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. pj pants
2. shirt
3. socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSIC ARTISTS AT PRESENT:
1. crossfade
2. nin
3. tbs

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. i dunno
2. i..dunno
3. still don't know

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I'm in love
2. I cry every night
3. you're the only reason I wake up in the morning

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. lips
2. butt
3. eyes

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. feel pretty
2. feel thin **even though i lost over 35lbs**
3. study

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. john
2. watching movies with john
3. smoking pot w/john

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. be in john's arms
3. talk to john

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. psychologist
2. writer
3. something with animals

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. australia
2. california
3. ireland

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. can't think
2. right
3. now

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. i've already fallen in love <3
2. write a great novel
3. become 'someone'

FIVE PEOPLE WHO NOW HAVE TO DO THIS. OR ELSE
1. someone who read this?
2.
3.
4.
5.

**oh yes i'm bored to tears**
Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 03:51 am

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I hate the snow.

Had class all day..I hated it. I had a test in Psych, watched a movie in communcation and learned a 'new' lesson in western civ. i was suppose to have a test but he was lazy so he postponed the test till tuesday. I had a paper due Tuesday and because he moved the test, he moved the paper date to the 10th of march. I have so much time. I'm glad.

So anyway, after class I came to my house with Cassie and did some chores so I didn't have to hear anyone as Cassie watched the Spongebob movie cause i got it. She left at 5 so I had John come get me. While waiting for John, my mother decided to fight with me so I got all upset and ran out when John got here. On the way to the library, it started to snow. It wasn't too bad at the time so we went in and did some homework. At a quarter to 7 they announced they were closing cause of the snow. So annoyed, we went to the mall to keep an eye on the weather. We wound up buying a bonsai tree. It's so cute!! John tried on some clothes and we looked around for a bit then left. When we got outside, the snow was coming down harder and since it was shitty for driving I went home.

So i've been here since like 830pm. I miss him. I hate not being with him. I hate being here especially when i'm treated like shit. I've been doing homework literally ALL night and now i'm just kinda getting frustrated with it all and wanna break. I really wanna text msg John but I don't wanna wake him so i'm occupying myself by watching Family Guy.

Since I have too much stuff on my mind, i'm not gonna sleep and i'm just going to wait for John to wake up. I hope he wakes up early so that we can go get bagels before he goes to class. But i'm not counting on it. I want him to sleep.

Maybe I should try..?

Did I mention how much i HATE snow?
Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 03:35 am

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i have THE best boyfriend ever. I love John. We're in love..and i think anyone who hasn't seen us together lately..should know that. Feb. 16th, 2005 @ 01:39 am (1 comment \| Leave a comment)

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Last night...dancing to 311 with John. How cute!! Just woke up now and i'm waiting for him to get here. ugh i'm in total love. Jan. 5th, 2005 @ 05:00 pm (Leave a comment)

So things have been wonderful between John and I. I'm the happiest I can be.

Xmas was cool..I did work but it was fun. I got paid time and a half to basically hangout with friends.

New Years Eve was...almost terrible. In the morning I went out with John for bagels, short cleaning of the car, a nice walk in the park and just lyin around until I went to work. Then I went to work...got paid time and ahalf again except it was kinda busy. At work got bothered by my mother and father lying once more and syaing I couldn't go out. So my mood was shit. When John picked me up, I expplained the situation but told myself I was going out anyway..so I did. Had a lot of fun with Jamie, Sarah and their friends just drinkin n stuff. Watched the ball drop, played some darts..it was nice. I really had fun.

Today I worked too. Then saw my John <3 I love seeing him.

I haven't slept in 3 days. I napped at John's and now i'm more sane than yesterdat but I DO wanna try to sleep tonight..
we shall see.

Tomorrow is my first day off in awhile and i'm off until Friday. I'm kinda happy.
Jan. 3rd, 2005 @ 01:01 am

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Yay I love my boyfriend. read this so I can tell you--I love you! We made plans for Thursday to go out. We're gonna go to the pet store n maybe do some stuff and then go to a restaurant and then a movie. Just me and John day! No work..no nothing. I love it. I don't know what to do for new years eve... Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 12:15 am (Leave a comment)

Today was so much fun!! I woke up with a bit of a cold which sucked but I got over that. Got a text from my John around 8am, so I called him back to find he didn't sleep :(. He went to his psych class, took his test and because my parents were out n I got us money...he came over for a bit. He came here around 12:15 or so. Around 2pm he left to go get his grade for his english class but he came back right after. I love it :) I got to sit around in PJs and play video games with him for houuuurs. It was fun!! SO then my parents came home, gave me an attitude he was here so we left. We smoked **I guess you could call it that** at Boarders and I went inside to pee. He came. Walking back to the car we burst into a snow ball fight. I totally won **don't deny it** :) Got so much ice down his back..hehe. Then we wandered Sports Authority cause he wanted to see what i use to use for Archery. He's intrigued at the fact I use to be an archer. I showed him and then we went to his house. We watched Simpsons and Sienfeld and had some BBQ chicken and as he played my TV game I turned on Wicker Park. We then proceeded to have THE most amazing **wink** ever and then had a cigerette together outside in the cold. I got to wear his pants :) Came back inside..I played my TV game **totally played MS Pacman** and he played GTA. Around 11pm we left and went to a parking lot just to talk n hangout for a bit. Did I mention while at his house he made me soup cause i've got a cold? I love it. And now i'm home, wondering what he's doing and I bet he's asleep and have been alseep since I last spoke to him around 1am and I...well, I can't sleep.

Tomorrow! Hopefully another wonderful day. He's busy during the day so i'm gonna go to my job and return tapes and i hope to pick up Anchorman, the village and buy Napolean Dynamite cause it was so funny! When he gets home we're going to a petstore to look at Anacondas. I'm getting one. His name will be Cervantes. I'd do anything to have a yellow water anaconda. I don't care what it takes. But anywya, around 6pm we're going to look at them. I'm excited. After that maybe we'll go back home and watch one of the movies i got or play video games and just hangout.

I hope you read this because...god...you make me incredibly happy.

Time to go think about my theory..that only YOU understand and YOU back me up on. <3<3
Dec. 22nd, 2004 @ 03:39 am

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Ask me how great it is to have your boyfriend back...after being patient for countless amounts of months. ..i can't be thankful enough for being patient. i love you. 1-25 would have been a year...but now we're starting a new. i'm so happy!! he's so cute!! Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 12:32 am (1 comment \| Leave a comment)

i've developed something.
one day everyone will know my name.
and everyone will thank me.

i hope you read this so i can thank you for saying you believe in me. : )

I have to go to the store with my stupid mother at 5pm. why 5? who the fuck knows but it annoys me cause i want to go out. this keeps me back from doing so until like 6pm or something. angry sami.

and john just called and ...can't get in touch with him now?
Dec. 17th, 2004 @ 12:49 am

I haven't written in this in a bit. I don't mind though. I've really had nothing to write. I'm sick of writing in the livejournal. ...worrying about what people are going to be thinking or not caring, I don't know.

So my parents were away all weekend. John and me partied like hell. drugs, sex, alcohol, friends n movies. We also got some xmas shopping done.

Dropped out of school. No more for me! I'm done! I'm excited. I've developed a theory so now i've had so much time to work on that and figure it out.

I got 3 gifts early. 1 from Jonathan. I got the tv game thing that i wanted badddd.
I got a fancy expensive bracelet from the boy.
and from my company...a movie.

I'm happy bout xmas.

I got nothing else to say. Maybe when i'm bored i'll write again. something important.
Dec. 16th, 2004 @ 02:38 am